I wish I could make myself not care
But the truth is that I can't
The way I feel won't change
Not even with repentance

Why does your light brown hair
Or your bright and scared pretty eyes
Show me tales of potential future
But forecast my own demise.

The way that you talk sometimes
Makes my heart melt away
But the way that you act sometimes
Makes me wanna run away

But I'd hold onto you till you were ok
No matter how much infinite that took
And my heart you can hold in your hand
If you keep giving me that look

To see you smile is just a sin
It does things that should be forbidden
But what destroys me inside more than anything
Is that you keep your feelings hidden

Or maybe you don't and I'm too dumb to notice
That the fact is you care not for me
Without that missing piece of my life
I'll never be complete

It kills me just to see you hurt
It kills me just to see you

Dan Karabin
Saturday, December 4th